January??

I have no idea where January went?  So here is a quick update for those who follow this to know what goes on with me.  New Years was very uneventful.  Went and visited my sister to meet her new baby in all it's adorableness! 

I had been thinking on and off over the last few weeks about moving back to Idaho.  Just seemed like some good opportunities for me with family, friends, relationships, etc.  So I decided to plan a trip up over MLK weekend to visit and spend time with all my favorite people.  It was a great weekend and I knew it would be hard to go back to Utah.  And wouldn't you know it the second I got back to Utah I was a walking panic attack.  I was miserable and my health was falling apart.  At first I kept telling myself to chill out I had a job and a lease and I would be fine.  But my health and anxiety got so bad I was falling apart.  I consulted some friends about the situation and they encouraged me to make the change as there was a noticeable change in my health between the two locations, so I made the call to my dad and dianus and would move up in two weeks, the 1st of Feb and would bring up a car load the weekend before.  So the month got away from me as I tried to work as much as I could handle between packing and moving and stressing and panic attacks.  So yep I'm back in Idaho, unemployed and still paying rent in Utah for feb and march.  Somehow it feels a lot better though.  I'm still working on getting settled (I'm living in a vet clinic) and finding a job but it's been a good change so far.